22 posts tagged “own”
This book gave me a better feel for Murakami. In the future if someone asks which book to start with I'll recommend this one.
As in Kafka on the Shore I had a really hard time believing in the characters (they all feel like the same person to me) and caring for them (they feel two-dimensional).
The part that really didn't work was Murakami, a man, writing about female sexual experiences. It just didn't ring true at all. Just one example: two women had sex with one particular man and it was so good they swore off sex for the rest of their lives.
But, as in the previous book, I did appreciate the overarching story. What would it be like to continually know people close to you committing suicide? Or to continually be involved in three-way friendships?
There is so much you could talk about with this book. I am not sure what the main theme is. Crime? Love? Time? One might think from the title that it would be atonement itself?
As a statement about life starting out at one point and ending up somewhere else completely unimagined, it's a wonderful analogy. We never really know what another person might be thinking or his/her true motives. Even friends. Even family. And there is a certain amount of danger in that. And loneliness.
Winesburg, Ohio is a story of a Midwestern kid who decides to leave and make his way in the "big city." I could identify with him very much, even down to the detail that he had the same job I did when I lived in that small, Midwestern town. It brought back a lot of memories.
And it drove something home. I was reminded of this fact--first by visiting Ohio this summer--and then by reading this book. Those of us who grow up in the Midwest have to decide whether to leave or stay; whichever route we take we always wonder if the other choice would have been better.
Kids in other parts of the country, I suspect, never feel this way. Whether you grow up in Houston or New York City or Seattle, you have a sense of place. In the Midwest, we feel lost for some reason--and Anderson captured that feeling uncomfortably well.
Last December I was reading a forgotten author named William Samson. This December it was Storm Jameson. She wrote over 20 books and was very popular during the Great Depression, but has sense disappeared into obscurity.
So was it worth the hunt? It was. The very short book is one of the most haunting I have run across. It takes place all in one day and is sort of a A Christmas Carol in reverse.
The main character has recently lost her boyfriend and she remembers some of the events that led her to grow so bitter. She is suspicious of everyone who offers her any consideration, and in the end she has a choice and she betrays a woman who is kind to her. In effect, that moment, like Ebenezer repenting on his grave, she seals her psychological fate.
Definitely not as heart warming as A Christmas Carol, but it has just as much to say about the human spirit. Each of us chooses who we become--not by what happens to us--but by how we choose to interpret what happens to us.
At the beginning of the book he and his friend are taken away from their job as ambulance drivers and taken on a string on interrogations and temporary prisons. They are separated but eventually end up together in La Ferte.
The strange part is that Cummings seems to find amusement, even glee, at the situation instead of being fearful, confused, or even wanting to know why they are being held by the French government. (It turns out to be some anti-war sentiment in Cummings' friend's letters he wrote home that a censor did not like and Cummings is guilty by association).
But after the amusement comes acceptance which is followed by bitterness. It just wasn't the flow of emotions one would expect for such a situation.
Even though the book was mostly character sketches of the other prisoners Cummings encounters, it was worth it for illustrating why soldiers and prisoners of war often feel such a comradeship. They never seem to forget one another or feel less tied together--even if they never see one another again. They do not stay imprisoned in the enormous room forever, but an enormous room exists in their minds forever.
As a note: this particular edition was horrendous in its handling of the plethora of French in the book. The cover is great but it would be better to use another edition if possible.
While the ideas put forth in the novel are interesting, the storyline itself is absolutely dreadful. A guy wakes up in the year 2000 and sits in a room while the new guy who lives in his house tells him about what the year 2000 is like. While that makes for a pretty slow book, I am amazed that he got some things right. Of course chimneys have not disappeared and awning technology has not been advanced, but he did imagine corporations, credit cards, and women in the workplace.
He imagined that after a financial crisis on Wall Street, Americans realized that corporations and money were the root of all our countries woes, and decided to take this opportunity to restructure the country. All private industry was abandoned and the US entered a radical socialist era--with a dash of democracy thrown in for good measure. Quite interesting considering recent events, but I think things would have to get a whole lot worse for something that radical to even be mentioned, much less take place.
This book was the most popular book of the 19th century. It was a best seller for many, many years. In fact, only one book, Uncle Tom's Cabin, ever outsold it in its time. Funny, that today most people have not even heard of Looking Backward. Of course, Ayn Rand also wrote a didactic "philosophical" novel. I wonder if her books will be as forgotten one day, or if she had a formula that Bellamy just did not capture.
Neither Frankenstein nor his creature are anything alike between film and novel. Frankenstein comes across as shallow and cowardly--at least until it is too late. The scientist reminded me of all those bad horror movies where the female lead is running without thought. Frankenstein needed a plan and he needed to protect his family. Instead, he ran around until he twisted his ankle and fell to the ground.
The "monster" is less like a monster than an exile and an outcast. He is erudite, articulate, and athletic. It took a while to adjust to this "new" image of the creature.
The pop culture images of the creature are actually just the image that the character fights against through the book. It seems Shelley failed to get the point across. Or, we really are more like the humanity Shelley represented in her novel than we would like to believe.
No, this book is a revenge tale. And the most disturbing one I have ever read.
And reading it alongside Of Mice and Men only solidifies the notion of "the best laid plans." If only Earnshaw Senior had not picked Heathcliff up from the side of the road...how different the lives of the characters would have been.
The rest of this will be vague as I don't want to give too much away, and while it's not a topic I'm really interested in, this book found a way to explore the topic that was very fresh--even frightening realistic. I'm as liberal as the next person, but this book gave me pause.
The real beauty and power of this work is in the author's ability to tell the story without comment on the subject matter or even having the character's comment on it.
And finishing this book in Las Vegas somehow made it seem all the more plausible.
Further, I have never read a bad review of this book. People always rave about it. I could hardly wait to start reading it.
Maybe I was hoping for too much because now I'm just unsettled. People reading the book often point out how funny it is, but living here it's hard to find most of this funny.
Some examples: a high school teacher gets tired of waiting for a hotel to check the students out and get on the bus so he calls in a bomb threat.
The author's childhood kung fu teacher neglects him on a camping trip and the teacher spends most of the trip getting it on with a woman in his tent.
The author himself tries to drop out of high school and accidentally ends up going to Yale.
If I had never lived here I would say these things sound implausible to impossible. But I see and experience crazy stuff every day, so I know these things could very likely have happened. I think people enjoy this book for the same reason they like Connecticut. It's fun to laugh at the insanity and chaos. But really, it's not so much fun to LIVE in the insanity and chaos.
The author made everything about himself--even his friend's death--which was a bit too much for me. I expected some mention of community or region. But if the author's father hadn't said he hated New Haven and the author hadn't said he was living in Connecticut I would have had no idea where this even took place. Perhaps I'm just upset because I got exactly what I hoping this book wouldn't be--an author who seems to be a typical Connecticut resident with no ability to think about things beyond himself. At the very end of the book the author even makes this point about himself. His father just says "Welcome." The great "revelation" at the end of the book basically makes no sense. I took it to mean, "Great, you've realized you're a selfish bastard, so now you're a man."
One final point, the subtitle to the book is Growing Up Absurd in Suburbia. I often find it funny that people say the entire state of Connecticut is one big suburb or a suburb or New York. I think the thing that really makes you feel Lost in Place while in Connecticut is that it's actually not suburbia. It's not the city or the country either. We call it suburbia for lack of a better term, but it's something else I just can't name that feels as though it has no identity...at all.